Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Love is something for two people at the same time. You love me still, and you never ask for anything in return. I don't know what I ever did to deserve you, to deserve any of it really. I can't wait to be at the same time with someone. I have learned so much from you, I think I'm ready. I think it is about time the people of this universe get to see what you see. I'm breaking out, I'm gonna be excellent.
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Thursday, July 12, 2012
There is just so much life in so many little moments. I believe the happiness of your life is directly related to how much you appreciate the (and I can't think of a more appropriate context for this word) magic of simply being alive. The amount of forces that converge on a daily basis to put breath in your lungs and thoughts in your brain is astounding! The more you treat it as such, the more you will understand, no matter what time you live in and no matter where you are from, that true joy can come from anywhere. This is the first moment of the timepiece, and I can't wait to show you what else it has in store.
Friday, May 4, 2012
I feel small and miserable, here or there it doesn't matter because in either place you're still dead. I can't abide by the loss of you. The depth of my pain is matched only by my will to become human again. I loved you, and I am glad at least that your pain is over, but I miss you. You left us all, like we didn't need or want you around, but we did. I'm sorry that you didn't feel you were worth it, because you are...were. The world, like with every great loss, feels wrong without you in it. My heart is broken, missing a piece of itself, the piece that died with you. There is no safe retreat, no magic set of words, no pill or drink or distraction that will heal this, only time. There is no cure for this but time.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Please don't be alarmed, I know this is may sound a little strange but I have a message for you from the future. I just want you to know I'm out here somewhere. Don't be discouraged we haven't found each other yet, we will. The universe made you for me, that's why you don't fit with anyone else. You are already taken. I'm sorry it manifests itself in hurtful ways sometimes. When they look at you they know, you simply don't belong to them. Any of the things making you feel insecure or silly will disappear when we're together, those things will be what I love most about you. Any reason they had for not choosing you will seem stupid to me. I will look at you and see every special thing they overlooked. We are going to love each other so much. Our friends will make faces at how cute we are. We are going to make jealous every person who passed you up, they will each regret missing out on you. We are going to fill photo album after photo album with perfect memories. I know it's difficult and lonely right now but don't lose hope. I love you. We are going to be so happy, you have no idea.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Any of my time spent on you is wasted. It sounds harsh, I don't mean it to, this is simply the reality of things now. You don't realize yet that the chance you wasted wasn't your second, it was your last, but you will. I took great care in choosing each and every word I said aloud to mean exactly what I had inside. You can spin me promises of importance, of great meaning and change. Yours are just words though, you back them up with nothing, not even the courage of your convictions. You lack even enough respect for me to assume I mean what I say. You show my words so little value I wonder you heard them at all. Still, I forgive you. I'm not angry. I have nothing left to give you, and so I'm no longer worried about what it takes.