Thursday, October 29, 2009

Prioritize

Every time you let me slip down your list of priorities it gets more and more difficult to be there when you remember. I love you, but I don't want to force you to be my friend.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

The Witching Hour

We danced around in the moonlight yelling things we didn't understand in hopes we could make our dreams come true. We held hands and felt the cold on our faces, we made our own spells and breathed them into the quiet hour. Maybe it didn't change a thing, maybe all we did was disturb the silence, but it was beautiful in a way removed from every day life. You and I, together, it feels like.... magic.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

When It Hits You

When the pain hits you it breaks your heart, and for a minute you must find a way to survive without it, impossible though the task may be. It all happens so fast. You are doing some inane task (driving, brushing your teeth, drinking a glass of water) and all of a sudden you can't breathe, and your chest hurts so bad you're sure its about to explode. The swift deconstruction of your entire world as you once knew it, and a surprise even if you see it coming.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Transferance

"I'm fine" is rarely an accurate statement. "I want to be fine" "I am trying my very best to become fine" "If I can convince you I'm fine maybe I will be" "I am so far from fine I can't possibly express it in words and I'm too wearied to try" I'm fine is not a classification, it's a hope, a tiny prayer to the gods of good fortune that everything will turn out alright, that I will survive this. So yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Captured

I don't know what this is, or if it has to be anything at all, but you fascinate me. You have bewitched me, charmed me, captured me. I like you, I like what you bring out in me. You have lit a spark, and now I have this sparkle I never had before, I glow. You inspire me, you are inspiring. I appreciate you but I do not seek to claim you, to contain you, to bottle you up and keep you all to myself. You are not my new addiction. I cherish this, lightly, but with great curiosity.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Tiny Somethings

It doesn't take much, a card, a thought, a text, a gesture. To make me happy is simple, I just need to know you care, that you think of me every now and then and hope I'm alright. I'm surrounded by people with good hearts, when you have that much love around, it cushions every blow. No, I don't need much, because you see... I have you :)

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Hearties & Friend Ships

You are the perfect song at the perfect moment, you dispel the loneliness and bring back the stars. I may not have everything, but I have enough, I have you. Who cares if we are faulty, as long as we are faulty together.